Sunday, May 15, 2011

Blogger: my safe haven

recently i decided that i need to deactivate my accounts in social media; blogger and my e-mail are exempted for important purposes. by social media, i mean namely facebook, frindster, twitter, plurk and photobucket..of which i have access to. i have reasons for deleting my accounts, but mostly is for study/school purposes. my elders keep on reminding me about this whole deactivation thing,, affirming their request was hard to me at first because these things are luxury to me..these are my relaxation gadgets. but along the way i realized that i really should because i find myself already addicted to it.: get up in the morning-social media-breakfast-social media-need to do household chores..nevermind-social media-homework..later-social media-sleep early..no way- social media-study..a little-check social media-mom calls for lunch or dinner..go ahead i'll eat later-social media||

this was-is the trend. depict my lifestyle? it's been cropped by social media and it's really unhealthy. i already developed tolerance and addiction to it, making me lazy unproductive individual. who loves to be labeled as such? no one. neither i. so i decided to cut it off the last week of this month.

upon hearing this news, there were people: friends, relatives who can't quite believe that i'll be doing it. they're like "really? are you sure? i will miss your account" etc. tempting words. but my decision remains firm and final..that's why to avoid regrets, i am saving all my photos in a usb; and my fb notes i transferred it here in blogger.. i'll definitely miss posting statuses, posting comments, showing-off photos, changing profile pictures, adding friends, playing games, chatting online and the rest of its so-called vices. but i greatly know and i'm hoping for the best that the remnants of this action will produce determination, satisfaction of inner self and self confidence. lesser fear, lesser doubts, lesser conflicts. but just something BETTER :)

my own written outputs are vital to me.any item that came out from my opinion and idea is of great importance to me. this blog is important to me. during those times when i'm not in the mood for blogging and was online in fb,, anything random occuring to me which i wished to share with the crowd, i put it into writings..and more often than not, convenient writing is typing. so i had this initiative to store everything in FB-Notes. just like in blogging, my main reason was to capture the crowd's attention through writing. writing is freedom to me. speaking is hard. if i can turn back time, i'll join a writing organization or build one. but it's evolution. myself before is too far from who i am now. and i'm thankful for the the experiences i meet along the way. 

and where else can i store my Notes? like my friendster blog before, they are like refugees now. Blogger is their refuge.  so for the succeeding posts, those are my Notes from facebook. and if we happened to be friends you probably have red these notes already and i want to thank you if you did :)
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