a whole new look!

HAHA! imagine? my last last last post was dated aug. 31st 2009 from friendster pa and reading through it i thought i blogged my emotions enough. but then deep inside me i do know that there are more issues to bring up, more experiences to share, more clarifications and advices to seek out from YOU.. grabee it's been nine months since i blogged last, and within that 9mos, a lot has changed. i greatly admire EXPERIENCE for still being a good educator and disciplinarian; and i hate TIME for being so selfish towards EVERYTHING. but apart from these, we don't actually need EXPERIENCE to be able to learn...because you know people as we are, we have WISDOM and FORTITUDE; we have LISTENING skills and the ABILITY to PONDER and reflect the different scenarios around us. for instance, we don't really have to go to the dark to experienced being raped or being bitten by a snake or drink so hard to experienced being drunk or to disregard studynotes to experience the luxury of high scores by cheating or engaging in a romantic relationship without being prepared physically, mentally, and emotionally and then cursing heaven by the time your heart is broken...you get what i mean??..what's with experiencing awful feelings and then learn?? it doesn't make any sense...why can't we just EXPERIENCE LEARNING itself?? ...(ok i'm writing these down because these capslock words played a great part of my "it's been nine months since i blogged last!" thing.) and i know and i hope that you could relate to this...well, for TIME..yes it is selfish..and it is a thief..and i do hate it sometimes...and to be honest, i don't like it's symbols -- clock, wrist watch..actually i don't want to receive these things as presents..but i would greaaatly appreciate and recognize it if it's given wholeheartedly..and of course i'd use it :)) but anyway! according to one book i've red,it stated that "in order to live life the best way we can, we have to accept the VERY FACT that TIME is RUNNING and REALIZE that we only have TODAY..." i pretty much like this statement because it alerts me..it's like reminding me that 'hey! take hold of your goals, your plans, your career, your family, your lovelife, your studies...' and i'd realize 'o darn it!i'm not yet halfway on it!' and then i'd cram and feel a sudden stomachache...hahaha! so from that time on, i'm doing the best i could to spend atleast every hour of my life wisely and productively..but i'm home sweet home right now for 2 weeks and sometimes i'd get bored doing routinized household chores and not doing anything..so i'd end up..well..unproductive a lot of times :)) SO LET'S ENJOY TODAYY guyss :) NOTE: you know, i have to warn you that the posts following this post is not 100% reader-friendly and it's not organizely posted because i just copy-pasted it from my friendsterblog, and i really apologize for incomplete punctuation marks and grammar errors; i was actually scanning through it and found myself laughing soo hard and was kind of embarrassed by my writings :p (there were old posts i deleted because i don't feel like posting it.) :p