Survival Of The Fittest

(August 31st, 2009 at 4:33 am from friendsterblog) for how many vacant blog weeks, i’m here posting again!and i have mouthful experiences to share with you. i wish we could talk things through, but this is a cyberspace so let’s just share through thoughts last thursday, we had our recollection at mercedarian. during HS years we used to go there for that same event and i was so glad i got to visit that place again(there were actually overacting students who tend to react like they were bored of that place and other negative stuffs and i just so hate them because they didn’t even recognized the fact that some times in there lifetime that place had shape them into someone worth to be called a person.get my point?)…i mean there is no other better-non-expensive-practical-accessible place like that in bohol that is not so far from our school’s location.(there is actually a very nice retreat house in loon but it’s 30min.drive away from the city.and i don’t think the laid-back type students can make it on time.) it was a beautiful day. it partly rained, not so hot, the air was good.although i was not so contented on the roleplay thing..i’m not so good on playing scripted plays and all other related stuffs..so that was it. day after that, our CI’s announced the results of the last week’s major exam and it was not sooo good..but i got satisfying results, well as much as i am concerned. ( we had our NuDiet exam then and it was not so good again.at least i comfort myself with the fact that i did not pirate my neighbors’ wrong answers.i’m happy i have fortitude.i’m happy i did not steal. i’m happy i did not put to waste the priest’s advice when i had my confession the other day.i’m happy beyond anything else ! ) speaking of happiness. . . these are some of the things that makes me HAPPY! i love the mchn part of that day oh my classmates would have hate me after i post this but i just can’t hide my elated feeling. ok. 1st. i’m happy there are still practical and justifiable and FAIR CI’s around. and i wish there could be duplicates of them raised to the power of 50! i really like and appreciate it when instructors let me see my grade and had me compute it again.. when my CI computed my prelim grade it was 3pts below my actual grade after we clarified all my quizzes equivalent..i was grateful..because of that circumstance, it makes me think: “how many of my subject instructors have probably computed my grade ERRONEOUSLY?” if so, then it’s not fair because every point counts and i’m doing the very best i could to be a better student here. 2nd. i’m happy i’m almost done reading twilight! oh i know i am sooo behind and i’m creating my own twilight atmosphere here but i can’t help it when i don’t really have the luxury of time on reading fiction this time around that’s why when last saturday morning once i found out we lost our internet connection after i woke up, i immediately grab the chance to red twilight!! hahha..it was fun and so kilig to the bones..i was reading it at our lawn and the day was perfect..the air..the swaying of the trees..the birds..haaayyy…very nice…those were actually the things i loved honestly regarding the location of our residence..it is faaaarr from city life..far from pollution. i started reading 7Am and ended the last chapter 12NN..i only had hot corn coffee and bun of bread for breakfast while reading..i love it! i’m running through the epilogue right now 3rd. i’m happy to have a three-day weekend! oh i always love that :) 4th. i’m so happy our internet connection is back!!! and we have a new modem!! so this means internet could be faster this time. yeyy! and this means more arguments from my brother.. hahaha! well life with out internet is pretty amazing too..i won’t probably be able to read twilight and be able to cleaned up my bedroom and the entire house if ever there was an internet connection last saturday..we actually had it back just this morning, monday morning specifically 5th. i’m happy to catch up with television this time!! i never thought precious hearts romances could be that entertaining! hahaha!! specially the behind the scenes of the Bud Brothers! *** i like maricar reyes 6th. i am sooo happy to got to watch the movie And I Love You So!! you have to watch it.. every kind of feeling is perfectly in place! i want to share this emo-ful lines of bea alonzo: ” he broke my heart only once. he broke my heart the moment his heart stopped beating” ” gusto kong magmahal muli..pero paano ko magagawa yon kung sa puso ko buhay na buhay ka pa?..” sooo muuuchhh!! 7th and i think the last for now. i am so happy i am a human being after all! what’s the best thing about it is that change is constant. i can learn, i can influence people, i fall down, get up, adjust, express, love,cry, laugh..it’s pretty much AMAZING as i quote: ” life is not measured on every breath you take, but on every moment that takes you breathless” :)