feelings…

(May 21st, 2009 at 9:21 am from friendsterblog) back to blog again! at last summer class is totally over..and my out-from-blogging-session-mode is over too! yey..grabe..i could spell lots of happenings the last 3weeks–almost all sorts of emotions got over me… to name some: 1) i terribly got low scores in my So-An class. of which in any way i regreted. first of all, i regreted the fact that i was not able to save my teacher’s cell# way way back Coll-Or times. if i happened to save it, i might have also received his text msj-slash-quiz announcement the day before the exam and i might have also studied ahead of time..but forgive-me-not, i DON’t think it’s bEst for educators to announce the exam through a chained text msj; well in my very own perspective. second of all, i regreted the fact that i did not seriously studied by heart the topics for the second quiz of that same subject a week after, where terror types of tests such as enumeration-slash-identification for 30pts errupted as well as an essay on out-of-the-world society issues that are alien to most of teenagers in this generation. well if i had just studied and used the wonders of internet, i MIGHT have again answered it flawlessley…… and sUre thing. i blame mYself flatly. 2) my brain loves Philosophy..but Philosphy is not hundred% liking my brain. IT undoubtedly brings out my brain’s worsts! and it tricks my brain out! glad brain’s WISE enough to trick philo in turn. HAHA! 3) Return Demonstrations excites me..! and i used to have that butterflies in my stomach every time i have to get it done plus the fact that the high temperature in the skills lab just tensed my muscles and glands and definitely shivers me off !^^, but nevertheless, it is in this retdem that my skills in nursing people are molded even better–hence, for every aspiring good nurse, a butterfly in the stomach during retdem is nothing but a MUST ! 4) my mom celebrated her 42nd birthday a week ago! yes my mom is 42 yrs YOUNG. and her physical appearance and personality spells five years younger than her recent age! it’s a wow. and everything was drastically FUN families both sides were present and every one was in jOy :) God blessed that day! 5) i was a little frustrated last weekend.. the weather was gloomy, the day was boring, someone’s doing a little mess..and travelling didn’t knocked on my door. ( am not in the mood of talking about it. how frustration spells its name is enough.) and that’s it! those are the some silly stuffs from my colorfully,crazy,unpredictable life. after all, life won’t be life with out the sides of sadness and happiness or combination of both, right? today is the day after our final exam. and generally, today is a happy day! school visits are not over yet! my batch are actually off to our capping practices..*our class name is ‘Barton’–in honor of Clara Barton the founder of The ReD Cross in america; our class color is Silver–because we are the 25th batch to be capped; our class song is Heal The World (suuuppeerr love this song!i just so HOPE that my batchmates CAN and WILL LIVE the wonderful message of this sOng..i hope.) well mostly are excited..while i just feel neutral..and i am staying positive.. the capping ceremony would be before the end of this month. and you see, it implies gREater responsibilities to that someone wearing it and it is sAcred. lesson i have to learn: ” be very careful,be cautious,be open-minded,and be Responsible! and pray for God’s guidance” xx blesing:]